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. RE: HOMETOWN STUFF A <[email> 9/3/20 6:20 AM TO HENRY H, Shit. Do you think you’re going to enlist? I haven’t done any research on it yet. I’m gonna ask Zahra to have one of our people put together a binder on it. What would that mean? Would you have to be gone a lot? Would it be dangerous. Or is it just like, wear the uniform and sit at a desk? How did we not talk about this when I was there. Sorry. I’m panicking. I somehow forgot this was a thing looming on the horizon. I’m there for whatever you decide you want to do, just like, let me know if I need to start practicing gazing wistfully out the window, waiting for my love to return from war. It drives me nuts sometimes that you don’t get to have more say in your life. When I picture you happy, I see with your own apartment somewhere outside of the palace and a desk where you can write anthologies of queer history. And I’m there, using up your shampoo and making you come to the grocery store with me and waking up in the same damn time zone with you every morning. When the election is over, we can figure out what we’ll do next. I would love to be in the same place for a bit, but I know you have to do what you have to do. Just know, I believe in you. Re: telling Philip, sounds like a great plan. If all else fails, just do what I did

Fundamentally, I attained that he wasn’t amazed to see I am maybe not this new heterosexual heir I am allowed to be, but alternatively surprised that i do not decide to continue pretending is the newest heterosexual heir I’m allowed to be

and act like a huge jackass until most of your family figures it out on their own. Tell Bea hi. A P.S. Eleanor Roosevelt to Lorena Hickock- 1933: I miss you greatly dear. The nicest time of the day is when I write to you. You have a stormier time than I do but I miss you as much, I think. . . . Please keep most of your heart in Washington as long as I’m here for most of mine is with you! RE: HOMETOWN STUFF HENRY <[email> 9/4/20 7:58 PM TO A Alex, Have you ever had something go so horribly, horribly, unbelievably badly that you’d like to be loaded into a cannon and jettisoned into the merciless black maw of outer space? I wonder sometimes what is the point of me, or anything. I should have just packed a bag like I said. I could be in your bed, languishing away until I perish, fat and sexually conquered, snuffed out in the spring of my youth. Here lies Prince Henry of Wales. He died as he lived: avoiding plans and sucking cock. I told Philip. Not about you, precisely- about me. Specifically, we were discussing enlistment, Philip and Shaan and I, and I told Philip I’d rather not follow the traditional path and that I hardly think I’d be useful to anyone in the military. He asked

as to the reasons I was very dedicated to disrespecting the new life style of your own men associated with the household members, and that i it is believe I dissociated straight (ha) outside of the dialogue, given that I opened my blasted throat and said, “Because I am not like the remainder of the men with the family unit members, beginning with that I’m extremely significantly gay, Philip.” Just after Shaan was able to dislodge him from the chandelier, Philip got a lot of terms for me personally, many of which was “confused otherwise mistaken” and you will “guaranteeing the perpetuity of one’s bloodline” and you may “valuing the fresh new history.” Truthfully, I don’t recall the majority of it. Therefore, yes, I know i chatted about and you may expected one to coming out back at my family members would be an excellent 1st step. I can not say it was an encouraging sign re also: our very own likelihood of supposed public. I’m not sure. I’ve ate a good deal of Jaffa Cakes about it, getting frank. Sometimes I thought moving to Nyc for taking more than opening Pez’s youth shelter indeed there. Only leaving. Not returning. Possibly burning something down on how aside. It might be nice. The following is a thought: Are you aware of, We have realized I’ve never ever mail estonian order bride in fact told you everything i envision this new very first time we fulfilled? The thing is, personally, thoughts are hard. That frequently, it damage. An interested benefit of